.and I burnt my baju raya.
Ok, sebenarnya adalah tak tahu nak letak tajuk apa and seriously, I shouldn’t be blogging. Am currently sitting on Fiona’s bed, trying to finish up my SSC, which has to be handed-in tomorrow - unfortunately, but I just couldn’t resist the temptation. heheh.
And now, I don’t really know what to write. demm!! oh yea, I burnt my baju kurung. The one that I chose, and bought using my own money (usually my mom buy them for me). The one that I really really like. And I’ve only worn it once - or maybe I should say, thank God I’ve worn it once already! I mean, it’d be worse if it’s all brand new and everything, wouldn’t it? Sigh. And how I did it? I decided that the iron wasn’t warm enough, so I turned it on to full (which I don’t usually do) and put it on the kain - and I felt it - a hole in the making. You can just feel the iron burning the kain. The thing is, I can’t really hide it. I mean, I supposed I could, but it’d need a very clever needlework on my part, the skill which I don’t really have. Sigh. I guess I could try. hmmm…
Also, I think, I’m starting to have the so-called winter depression. The weather just mimicks my mood - or is it the other way around? I’m not certain. But don’t worry, it’s only mild - if you can call it ‘depression’. I just don’t feel like I wanna do anything - but then again, it comes and go. And I think this probably have something to do with me burning my baju and just don’t feel right. I miss home. and him. and the other him (who’s so cheeky and sombong and didn’t wanna kiss me before I flew back here).
I want it to be over soon. But, not too soon. I mean, I’m not ready to be a doctor. Not yet anyway. But I can’t wait to finish, so that I can go home. If only I could skip the whole exam-results-houseman stuff and go straight to MO. As if.
Okay, I feel a bit out of control now. So I guess, that’s all folks!!
thehealthinspector: 
him………………………………and the other him 
November 11th, 2006 at 9:42 pm
ciannya die..takpa nanti kumpul duit bole beli baju lagi yer.