my pc is dead

Okay, this is actually old news. If you guys wondered why I haven’t updated this poor thing is because my pc decided to die on me. It had enough. Lucky I haven’t started doing anything for my SSC project yet. Kalau tak, sure stress giler lah. Even now, rasa macam bosan sbb tade pc. Although, I’ve to admit, that since I’ve got nothing better to do now that my pc is gone, I get to do more studying and less playing around. Which is good, right? I mean, I’ve got exams in about two months time, and considering our workload, I’ll probably just be able to finish revising just before the exam. Although, based on Roba (one of my coursemates), I’ve already failed the exam as I haven’t worked from the very beginning of the year. Hahhh!! But you can’t lose a battle you haven’t fought, aite?

So my weekend.. Nothing exciting, except that we’ve been busy practising for our performance, and now I can’t get the song out of my head. It even haunted my dream. Speaking of dream.. I had a weird dream last night. Well, takde laa malam sgt, more like after subuh.. heheh. Anyway, I was walking home from somewhere.. or I was walking from home. I think I was on my way to my grandmother’s. The route is like one of the small path in my kampung. Anyway, on the way I met my kakak angkat. Kak Yati, the first and only kakak angkat I’ve got. Somebody wanted to make me her adik angkat later on, I agreed, but then she was jealous of Kak Yati so she sent me a ’surat cerai’. Hahahaha. (mind you this all happened when I was in primary school). Anyway, back to my dream. Yeah, I was walking down the path, and there she was. I ran up to her and hugged her.. I soo miss her. We walked together and arrived at my grandmother’s. Apparently there was some sort of kenduri going on. Tak tau laa kenduri apa, and orang adalah sangat ramai. Went in to the house (masa ni rumah lama lagi - before kena renovate), and there on the stairs, was my first crush. With a broken nose, and a broken arm. Macam baru lepas eksiden, or bergaduh. I dunno. I went to him to asked him to turn the air-conditioning on, we were having a very nice time chatting (or at least I did :p), then I woke up. Cesss. Tak sempat nak ngorat bebetul. Kalau tak bleh laa fulfill my childhood dream…hahahahahahahahahahaha (okay, ini adalah tipu semata-mata, I liked him, but I didn’t realised until much older, that that what it was - a crush. hehehehe - betapa innocent nye saya pada masa itu :p). 

Anyway, I woke up with such a warm feeling, and only a few minutes later I realised that it was only a dream. It was such a nice dream though, and it felt so real (okay here I’m referring to my meeting up with my ‘kakak angkat’ - the part after that is too much to be true.. hohohohoh!), as if I’ve actually met her and talked to her. I guess, she’s the closest of a big sister I’ve got. I dunno what she’s doing now. I don’t think she’s married yet. I heard from my brother that she’s working somewhere in Melaka, but not so sure. Maybe I should find a way to contact her, and who knows I might even be able to contact my old ‘crush’. (and how those two related to each other? I haven’t figured out yet :p) hahahaha.

thehealthinspector: a dream is a wish your heart make.. ;) 

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