~WeLcoMe To My LIfE~

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Went to visit Zack for the weekend wif Farid. We took the 7.10am train on Friday (nasib baik sekarang siang cepat), and after 6 long hours - sangat bosan dan lapar, jauhnya lah aberdeen nih!!, sampai jugak lah Aberdeen tu. Had some sandwiches while waiting for Burhan to pick us from the train station. Adalah sangat sejuk dan gloomy, macam tak suka jer aku dtg. Cess btul!! Then pegilah beli ayam di kedai halal yang sangat kecik, dahlaa mcm tukang kedai lagi byk mcm customer, susah betul nak bergerak dlm kedai tuh!!

Anyway, that night we went to watch Inside Man -starring Denzel Washington. Best jugak laa although macam towards the end tu aku mcm tak paham sgt conclusion dia apa, and adalah sakit kepala kerana duduk kat seat yang agak depan, so kena mendongak. tskk..

Sabtu adalah hari yang menyedihkan kerana hujan sepanjang hari. Tapi sebab nak berjalan punya pasal, kitorg keluar jugak laa lepas Zohor tu. Meredah hujan kat town yang kecit, then made our way to the beach. Naik ride yang scary dan rasa sungguh tak selamat, rasa macam nak gugur aje jantung!! Huhu nasib baik naik dua orang ngan Farid. Then gi menonton kanak2 main motorbike. Main Air Hockey jugak. Farid berjaya mengalahkan Zack tapi papan tu cakap seri. Tskk.. hampeh tol!!Takpe, yang penting, kitorang tau Zack kalah..nyehnyehnyeh :p

Balik, makan2 pastu cam tak tau nak buat apa. Dah laa kepala macam pusing dan berdenyut2 sbb kena hujan the whole day. Zack ajak mkn pizza, then Kathong nak main snooker.. so, malam itu aku ngan farid belaja main billiard (sbb snooker dah tutup). Farid team ngan Kathong, and me team up wif Zack. Muahahahah adalah sangat seronok!! Pasnih bleh laa main lagi nyehnyehnyeh.. bak kata Kathong - pasnih bleh laa korang eksen, ckp kat orang..’buduh laa korang tak reti main menda nih!!’ mengong betul!!  Main macam 5 game, seri laa 2-2, pastu last game diorg bg kitorg masukkan the last 2 balls. heheh.. Suka!!! Balik umah kol 1.30, tp bila on sky, tetiba macam dah pukul 2.30am. Lupa laa pulak ari tu diorg tuka jam. Jadik malam tu, kerana penat dan berhujanan sehari suntuk, tdo macam taknak bangun. Dah laa sakit2 kepala dan badan kerana demam. Bangun pun dah tengah hari laa kan :p.

Hari Ahad adalah cerah dan indah. Memula macam tak tahu nak buat apa, tapi bila dah petang tetiba macam buhsan (kunun-kununnya :p), jadi pergi lah keluar berjalan2 kat Aberdeen Uni yang sangat cantik (although agak antik sebab dah umur beratus-ratus tahun), and pergi park yang ada sungai best, w/pun macam bunga tak kelua2 lagi sbb sejuk sgt. Bila laa nak abis winter nih!!

Isnin, duduk rumah dan bangun tengah hari jugak sbb Zack ada kelas, jadik tokleh gi jalan-jalan. Dah laa batuk dan demam yang mcm tak kebah betul2. So, berhibernasi je lah kan. Malam gi main bowling.. bowling yang murah dan best!!! W/pun seperti biasa Ieja yang paling tak reti main, tapi macam takde lah teruk sgt score… heheheh..Ingat nak main Air Hockey tu lagi, tapi tutup laa pulak. Lagipun kna tdo awal, sbb nak catch tren pagi lagik..

Pagi tadi balik rumah dgn hati yang berat sbb minggu depan nak kna start kelas balik.. sobsobsob. Tapi macam hati gumbira.. jadik pasnih bleh belaja bersungguh-sungguh

thehealthinspector: detox

Just found out that MAS is stopping their direct flights from Manchester to KL yesterday afternoon. Aiyakk!! I was trying to pay for our booked tickets, when the lady I spoke to told me that MAS don’t fly man-kul anymore. Then, Farid send me this link. The lady then gave me quote for SIA which was ridiculously expensive. But then, she called me back saying that Emirates got offer for students, but we’ll need to stop at Dubai. And it’s far more cheaper too. Alhamdulillah.

Leceh betul lah. Nak kena transit-transit. Dah laa the only time I had to transit was four years ago, when I first came to Leeds, and I lost my big luggage, only to get it back a month later. Hopefully, history won’t repeat itself..huhuhu. But, I guess, it’s for the best kot, kalau tak kna bayar extra £50 for MAS (Emirates adalah lagi murah). So untuk aku yang kemiskinan ini, adalah deal yang paling bagus yang berjaya ditemui, yang lain sumer macam mahal ajer. *sigh*

sorang lagi kawanku da menamatkan zaman solo.. sedih ta dpt attend wedding diorang..sob sob..

canteknya mereka berdua ini…

dan sungguh ayu budak neneq ini…

Semoga bahagia ke anak cucu cicit

p/s: pics curik dari yahoogroups

heheh.. baca mala’s entry about her blog’s birthday, and baru sedar yg hari ni genap laa setahun umur blog ni.. kalau budak kecik umur 12 bulan, patut dah boleh berjalan, boleh kutip benda kecik atas lantai, wave babai, etc etc..(malas pulak aku nak list)

so my dear.. hepi besday!! and kepada orang2 yg sudi membaca aku membebel dan merapu yg tah apa2.. tima kasih bebyk.. jasamu dikenang

muuahhh i love you olsss..

I was watching the Leeds University Dance Show with a few friends last night. I’ve never watched any of the dance shows by the Dance Club before, so I wasn’t entirely sure what to expect. But, it was indeed, brilliant!! I enjoyed myself throughout, (although I was a bit tired towards the end - macam tak habis-habis je rasa show tu). The breakdance was really cool, and the cheerleaders also. Not to mention the samba (w/pun baju macam orang tak cukup kain hehe) tapi, the dances were great.

It was while watching the show, I just kind of thought about my own life. My life as a student, since the age of 7 till I’m almost 24 now. I just think like I’m missing out on something. I was never a sporty person, and I never really join anything that interesting, like playing musical instruments, or painting or I don’t know..Nothing too remarkable to be proud of. I didn’t think that was important, and I was too lazy. I still am, for that matter..heheh. Cuma sekarang rasa macam.. hmm I wish I did more stuff when I was in school. I wish I was braver, not too afraid to try new things. Not afraid of making mistakes, or to look silly.

I am still afraid of making mistakes. Too cautious, which is not good. I mean, you learn from your mistakes, so if you’re too afraid to make mistakes, you won’t make any, then you’ll never learn anything right?  And now is the best time to make mistakes. When you’re still learning. When no one can blame you for not knowing anything. While you’re still holding that ’student’ title. As a doctor, you never stop learning. You just can’t. True, you still learn from your mistakes, but the consequences are different. If you make mistake in your working life, it could mean a patient’s life. Whereas, if you do it now, it doesn’t really matter does it?

I used to think that extracurricular activities are not important. I always wonder why teachers make it compulsory for students to join at least one club or society. I thought as long as I do well in my exams, I should be okay. It doesn’t work like that, does it? All the other activities outside school actually help us shaping our personality without us realising. Last night I just realise that there are lots of things that I want to do, but never dare to try. Which is a shame, really. Maybe I should go out of my comfort zone once and for all. It’s never too late to try, aite?

thehealthinspector: dare to live.

Pagi yang indah ini
Tersenyum sendiri
Ciak-miak burung di luar jendela
Seakan memanggil namamu

Jika ku punya mata
Nun di atas angkasa
Kan ku tengok dikau
Setiap ketika
Di mana saja kau berada

Walau di mana pun dikau berada
Perjalanan atas bumi yang tua
Akan ku turut serta
Bagaikan udara
Simbiosis di antara kita

Aku tak pandai mengarang puisi

Tidak ku pandai bermadah berseni
Satu kalimah yang ku seikhlas tahu
Hanyalah ku cinta padamu   

thehealthinspector: missing you…               

Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu
seiring jejak kakiku bergetar
Aku tak terpagut oleh cintamu
Menelusup hariku dengan harapan
Namun kau masih terdiam membisu

Sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu
Mendekap penuh harapan tuk mencintaimu
Setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu
Menanti sebuah jawaban tuk memilikimu

Betapa pilunya rindu menusuk jiwaku
Semoga kau tau isi hatiku
Dan seiring waktu yg terus berputar
Aku masih terhanyut dalam mimpiku

Back to Reff :

I finally handed in my SSC this morning, an uploaded it at the Nathan Bodington at noon. Last minute as usual. Especially when I have to go to Safri’s last nite to reprint my leaflet, because I ruined the one I printed earlier. But, I guess, it’s all for a good cause since Safri helped me to re-edit my leaflet, so it turned out better at the end.

Was supposed to stay later in the wards today to get a couple of cases for my case reports, but it wasn’t happening. I was so tired by the end of the tutorial (mind you it was only an hour - and we finished about 1045am), I only want to go home. Besides, I wanted to save some money (which I ended up spending on fish and chips on my way back). Also I found out my phone bill is more than usual because I thought I have 2000 free mins instead of 1000. *aiyakk* Dah laa the accom office already took out many from my account. Adoilaa.

My sis-in-law has safely delivered a girl yesterday morning. (I got a text from my brother about 3am, so, it’ll be about 11am back home). So happy for them.. and my parents must be beaming from ear to ear - the first granddaughter in the family - she’ll be spoiled, I’m sure

I’ll have to work hard next week to get everything in my logbook signed off - my fault for leaving it till the last minute (not mine really - it’s this SSC :p). Hopefully I’ll get my cases on Monday. As for this weekend, I have our weekly sisters meeting tomorrow to look forward to, and a bollywood dance show on Sunday. And getting my energy back for next week. (read: extra sleep ;p)

thehealthinspector: wish you were here